It looks like I am having to give up on one dream… that of having more children. That was hard to accept is still hard, but it was suggested to me that I put that energy in to creating something else….

A fantasy and I say fantasy because Dreams you think you can one day make reality and Fantasys are just that something you don’t think you can ever make happen… well why not? the internet makes just about anything possible these days… I oringally thought of owning a book store cause i have a passion for books… but that would be harder to start up and get going… a more practical solution presented itself however… hand crafted. A handcrafted store with works from my family….. all of my family has a bit of a talent in some area… my husband likes working with wood and makes some great jewlery boxes… we can make candles… bath soaps and lotions.. paintings… junk art… my MIL makes trash in to treasures litterally.. ceramics… jewelry… quilts and we wouldn’t have to have a building… we could start off online then if we ever did well enough we could build something on my FIL’s property….

we have talked about it what kind of stock were going to carry and learning the things we need to learn… i have looked into where we can purchase supplies and where we can take classes to learn more.. there’s a place not far from here where we can take classes for stained glass . . it’s a lot of research and planning… but i think it will be a nice positive focus

I have had three miscarriages in the last year. it has had a hard impact on me and i think channeling all of that bad into something positive would be a good idea for me….

it’s an idea and something i have always wanted… in the start up we wouldn’t lose alot.. we make some of this already or want to… we would just be earning a profit from it now;)